You're nervous , looking at your watch and get nervous even more ... not enough time... something , somewhere , sometime... not here, but somewhere there 10-20 years ago ... to do, to say, to remain silent... "Hurry," insists mom, and you're in a hurry to get. And then everything will be different. All would have happened, if... if only you had... if only... But you're strong, you will succeed next time, so hurry!

You look at your watch and not see it, but because again and again and again. This saving straw seems to be durable. The piece of metal on the wrist: "I control time, I control life" ... at least my ... Tell me everything will be okay!

"All will be well, my dear boy..."

You look up at the clock, another 45 minutes... 45 minutes ... to the end of the day, favorite series of the match for the Champions Cup ... for 30 more years until retirement, 10 years to pay the mortgage ... would be Faster, because then will come the happy time - Your time. "When I grow up,I will every day eat ice cream and candy." You kind of grew, but always have some strange numbers that separate you from Your time.

You dream of a 25 hour in the day, because you would have "had time" to... to what?

to catch

- Make what? To live another life?

You did not look in the mirror, are you afraid of fleeing a calendar you don't recognize yourself in that picture, you securely erase from memory the year of his birth. You're scared. So little time... hmm don't want to think about THIS.

But you're nervous, and therefore, looking at his watch.

" Mom, you're never, ever going to die (that znachit will never die)?

- don't worry, sweetie, Mama's here "

- How do you live without a clock?

' what are they?

- To know how much time

- what time is that? Left?

- ...

***

- do you think Eternity exists?

I think Hell has a clock... many hours... lost,killed, lost hours,minutes, seconds, ..hopes, unfulfilled dreams, unspoken words, unsung songs, unwritten pictures, unsolved arms

Forget it, anyway very soon we will know about it.

***

PS: You give me the watch, but they stopped for unknown reasons, give another, and another... month.. life hours in my house 1 month for which they have time to get ahead, lag behind, and again to escape... just like you.

They stop, because I know I have time.

"time to be born and a time to die; a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate"

All the time of my life ...today... right now.